Well, I just learned today that while I am a candidate for a bone marrow transfer, since none of my family members provided a match, we have a long wait. They have to go into the national pool and see if there are any matches, then see if those people still want to donate, etc. All of this could take months. So more waiting and more waiting. And then the actual operation is so tough that survival is 70/30. I'm supposed to keep myself well, active and healthy during this time period. Tough some days when all I feel like doing is crying lately.
I did actually knit last night, first time in months. I started one of the sleeves for the Martha Jo cardigan. Beautiful yarn and stitch pattern. Maybe it will help me calm down.
If you pray, please pray for me, my family and especially my sweet husband. Thanks.