just tired of this cancer and all that goes along with it. I've been feeling really bad lately and am still having problems managing my steroid dose with my life, if that makes any sense. Too many mgs gives me terrible indigestion and too little doesn't solve the problem and I have trouble breathing. I'm going in for x-rays, etc. tomorrow to see what adjustments we can make. Mostly I just want my life back. I want to go up the stairs and not be so winded that I have to sit down. I want to go Christmas shopping and get started on the baking and I want my life to return to normal. And I haven't even mentioned knitting, mostly because I haven't been doing any, which says a lot. Sorry for the rant but I've just had it with all of this. And thanks for listening.