just tired of this cancer and all that goes along with it. I've been feeling really bad lately and am still having problems managing my steroid dose with my life, if that makes any sense. Too many mgs gives me terrible indigestion and too little doesn't solve the problem and I have trouble breathing. I'm going in for x-rays, etc. tomorrow to see what adjustments we can make. Mostly I just want my life back. I want to go up the stairs and not be so winded that I have to sit down. I want to go Christmas shopping and get started on the baking and I want my life to return to normal. And I haven't even mentioned knitting, mostly because I haven't been doing any, which says a lot. Sorry for the rant but I've just had it with all of this. And thanks for listening.
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April 2006
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WIPs
- 1. Cable and Rib Socks
In Trek XXL, pastel colorway - 2. Martha Jo Cardigan
From Rowan 37, knit in Jo Sharp summer soho DK, cloudless colorway.
Upcoming projects
- 2. Classic Elite Silk ss cardigan
- 1. Vanessa
By Rowan
On the Back Burner
- 1. Katrine Pullover
From Rowan Classic book series, knit in Classic Elite All Seasons Cotton/wool. About 30% complete
I imagine the hardest thing to maintain is patience. Take care, treat yourself, get plenty of rest. :)
xoxo
Posted by: sandy | November 27, 2005 at 08:29 PM
Oh Julia I am so sorry that you are having such a rough time, it must be awful. You are on prednisone right? I imagine I am on a lower dose than you but I know it's no fun, at least I am on it for happy reasons which makes it easier to bear, I feel so bad for you. Treat yourself gently.
Posted by: Jo | November 27, 2005 at 11:09 PM